Plunging the mind

What we do always ,what we think as a lifestyle,a normal co existence in life is not always a style of living we deserve. Sometimes life breaks rules. Sometimes we create something that does not belong to our regular lifestyle, still very much known. It is an emptiness, a dark grey heavy cloud of nothingness that occurs occasionally in people’s life. Everything is time bound, as I felt. Each moments will come and would go…….. surprising, yet true. Only we can take a plunge in deep down our mind. So many mysterious thoughts, moments and memories are there. Even we, the so called master of our soul, can not recognize each of them.
going deep down through the memory lane I have a winter morning memory.. I was with my father in a bi cycle. My father was taking me to school and I saw a violate flower beside the dusty road … I can never forget that cold morning and the ecstasy of beauty. I wish my last breath would have been taken away cherishing that old bi cycle ride with my father while I was a little girl . Once my parents were talking about something. I can not remember the topic as I was too little. But I remember she had one of her clothes in hand and shook it. My brother was so innocent when he was a child. Once I did something wrong and my Ma scolded him, because it was him who usually used to do such things. He did not tell my mom that I did it. He said nothing and just looked at me. Still now I can not forget his eyes which were telling me ‘ Didibhai (sister), please tell mom that you did it, not me.’ And his silence told me everything I could never forgive myself for that moment of life. And still that moment when memories started to grow up till now I have so many unforgettable moments. I f feel blessed to have such wonderful world with family and friend… without whom I am nothing. For being loved, respected, recognized, accepted … I am grateful to this world.

When I close my eyes….

The greatest lesson life taught me is to  forget and forgive.  It ‘s not easy always.  We can not control everything in our life. We can not get chances to correct all the errors we made.  The reality is that I have only this moment to live for sure. Nobody knows what will happen tomorrow. Live this moment to its fullest. Be grateful for what you have.

One cold night , one cold bed

You were out for butter- n -bread

Words were few, nothing was new

Just a single thought…

Would it be that I should react

If rest of my breath were few?

I wish to love my best,

I wish to live my best

As the Life is short and moments grew.

Love, being in the seventh heaven

Today I was chatting to one of my friend (read as ‘brother’) in Facebook and  found him in seventh heaven.  Before I asked him, he said that he is about to fall in love.  Now a days kids are much smarter than we used to be. They are able to  think the pros and cons of any situation they are going to face. Even if it is the big event like ‘falling in love’.

This young fellow is smart,intelligent ,recently joined a pretty good job.  The common goals, that average educated people want to achieve , he is successfully performing in his life with a ‘who cares’ type attitude. The reason I am giving a little introduction about his personality is to keep my readers aware that love is not only for ‘sentimental fools’.

My young friend told me how did he met that girl, why he likes her so much and what makes her really beautiful in his eyes.

I was reading his words and thinking that even after decades someone will feel the same way as he is feeling now . At least once in a life time each of us experienced this ‘euphoria’ . May be we expressed differently,we reacted differently. But ‘to be in love’ is really one of  the sweetest, silliest and oldest emotion we inherited from our ancestors.

Dear reader, please wish the very best to the new lover. Hope they will find each other truly complementary in their lives.

Long Live Love 

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