Last night I went back to them…

I am not sure whether I should write it or not. But it seems to be obvious. Just after my husband (Santanu) left for work, I took  the laptop and started writing. This morning is cloudy..dark and heavy. I don’t know, last night I could not sleep , rather I did not want to.  My loving family , my parents, in law,my brother, my grand parents- all of them are so far away…  I was thinking of love. Love that I felt throughout my life , through everyday occurrences to them. Santanu was sleeping beside me. And wide awake I was just looking at him.  I went few years back when I first got my love . That was a crazy feeling.  Loving someone intensely  was itself a craziness.

Suddenly my Dida’s (grandma) face appeared . She was a lady of honor and gratitude. I can  never knew what is true  respect and honor we should give to ourselves if I did not meet her.  I will write about her an entire post on another day. My Dida has a great impact on me.

I was thinking of my parental home in Berhampore. I have so many memories there. I can even smell my Ma when I think of her. Few months back when I was returning to US from India, my Bapi hugged me and told ”I will see you again”.  Don’t know why, those five words reminded me that time is flying away. Nobody knows when, where we will be knocked .

I always can feel a strange smell of turmeric and soap in my Ma.  I can distinguish her from the rest of the world . This was the smell of my childhood.  Did you ever feel something like that?

The next time when I will go to my home, Baba (My father in law) will not be there with a big smile. The people we love… will be lost in time.

Tears rolled down. I felt I love them, I loved those days of my life which I spent with them. I prayed to God  to bless them. May God allow me some more time to be loved and to love.

An undecided recipe turned out really good!

Today I was pretty excited. I am really proud of my two tinny blog pages. I had to cook something for dinner. I found some frozen vegetable which I wanted to pair with chicken, but as it would take time to be thawed, I decided to use sausage.
The recipe is my own and it is really easy . You can use it as a sauce for your pasta. You can serve it with plain rice or bread.

Ingredients you need:
mixed vegetable (frozen or fresh cut into small pieces)
sausage links (4 to 6 cut into small chunks)
onion (1 medium size chopped)
garlic (3 cloves chopped)
1 tablespoon plain cream cheese
1 table spoon oil to fry
salt and pepper
chicken broth 1 cup

Start with adding some oil in frying pan. Saute onion and garlic. Now add the sausage chunks and fry until half done. Add vegetables and fry. Add salt and pepper according to taste. When all the ingredients will turn golden brown or you can hear the splutter of oil add the chicken broth and let it be boiled in medium high heat for 6 to 8 minutes. The gravy should not be too runny or too thick. At last add the cream cheese and stir constantly till it dissolves.

That’s it. Try this recipe and let me know how it turns out for you. If you are vegetarian, you can try nutrela chunks instead of sausage .

OMG! I own a blog.

Hi Friends,
This is the first ever post I am writing for a blog which I have just created. I am really really excited. I know that you can imagine the feeling if you have already done it. If not, go ahead, try it . I am sure you will like it.

Hey friends, there are so much more to do. I am not sure where should I start first. But definitely I can not wait any longer to post this writing right now. Don’t forget to wish me luck.

Here again…

After a few changes I have finally decided my blog’s design and texture.  I swear, this is no less  difficult than choosing  new curtains  for your living room.  Hey, don’t laugh at me. After all this is my little nest for all my girly things.  I need your suggestions. Do you like the color and design?  Please tell me if anything needs to be changed. I know there’s a lot to be done.